Stress, frust, busy, moody and lots more

Its been a busy month and a terrible month for me....did badly in test although i do work hard and stdy for it...just couldnt find the way i used to be during F6...it just mk me miss my F6 life more n more but i noe wateva had passed is a pass n it wil never come back....

The only interesting had during this terrible month was sure to be the wonderful performance by USM's chinese Society...it was the 1st time i attended their event and obviously they left a great impression to me and i wil definitely going 2 attend it next year....it was indeed a very humourous performance and creative as well....i never noe that usm's students were so talented and there r some nice looking gals out arnd usm....just wondering y phy sch is owes so boring and lame...haiz....books, experiment, test, quiz and exam is owes d topic...no other things such as any breaking news lik wat we hav in math sch....new couple coming out of the table....secret couple been revealed and alot of fun n jokes....wat i hv in phy sch is mostly stress...frankly speaking, im tired...very tired both mentally n physically...

It seems that photography is whr i lay my passion on and i hop i cn tk some of the passion back to my stdy as well....sumtime, i been wondering that m i gd in photographing?? Were my photos reli dat nice o izit just my own perspective and others dont tnk so??? Am i owning an overpriced camera o i reli utilize it well?? I reli hv no idea but i do love my photo very much...some of u may nt understand it but every photo of mine has it's own story n meaning. A story dat even myself couldnt tel coz dat story lies on that very moment i pressed my shutter....dats d beautiful side of photography...a moment to capture.....

This was the 2nd time i went for event photographing in usm...it seems that this album is kinda liked by those ppl in it which reli comfort me alot...its great to noe dat ppl is liking ur photo..it just motivate u 2 shoot more n more....erm...wondering wil i be hired to be the full time photographer for every single event in usm...hahaha...sounds lik dreaming....

Like the colour of the sky

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This will be the 1st post of my blog which doesnt has any photo attach on it. Its almost the end of Feb, had a wonderful Feb like it used to be as CNY and valentines both fall in this very special month. Love cny coz family and frens get to gather along and hav fun. Love valentine coz sweet couple will show their sweetness in Fb, new couple will appear in dis day, and those single will show that they are tough to be alone.

Frankly speaking, I reli miss my F6 life very much....misses the time when we stdy frm day til nite wifout any complain...mis those days we share all 8 gua news in my cls...slp in frnt of teacher although he woke me up....lol....life in Uni just nt dat fun and exciting....may be cnt reli find frens who cn reli fool arnd and stdy tgdr....o may be just bcoz i din stay in d hostel n i lost alot of excitement that others get....i just dunno y...

I dunno whether its a gd thing o a bad thing dat i owes dun like to share sadness wif others....so used to sharing happiness but nt sadness....will keep everything bad to myself and owes try 2 show a smiling n happy face although deep inside me, im so terribly down n moody....thr is owes alot of thoughts in my mind, so many to tell yet dunno who shud i tel and how shud i tel....T_T

Hope to finish dis sem asap...wanna explore arnd and hav some nice photo shooting.....i rmb i read a quote frm some well known photographer dat i tak tahu wats his name...lol...he said dat the beauty of photographing is dat we capture the very special scene of photo in a way that ppl din realize it can be and in a perspective that we din expect it cn be....its all bout the special perspective of the photographer to mk the photo to be so beautiful....deeply hop my photo cn show my feeling n thought in my mind....

Chinese New year

Its been a month since my previous post....hehe...paiseh ha feifei n waiwai....initially planned to hav a big conclusion post for CNY ma....Its been a busy month for me due to cny....this year,things are different coz my sis n bro came back at d same time for cny....its been lik 4 o 5 years since my bro get to celebrate cny along wif us....although he owes rampas d car n i hv 2 tk bus to sch....but stil quite happy 2 c every1 back 2 d house...heheheeh.....

As usual, angpao and gamble its d main thing during cny to me and oso my sis n bro....frankly speaking, u cn hardly find me losing wen im gamble...hahaha....im d king of gamble in my family...hehe...so perasan...it was a short cny holiday and i reli dun get d chance to meet my fren which is d oni unfortunate and sad thing for dis cny....Hope to gather wif them ASAP so that we cn hang out and kapsiao tgdr again...hahaha

Anyway, I went to Kek lok si for d 1st time dis year tgdr wif my sis n her fren.....photo shooting is definitely a must and im very satisfied wif my photos dis time....reli lik it so much....learnt alot about nite view shooting during dis cny and it reli boost my confidence in tking night view shot...now im so eager to tk as many photo as i cn...haha...hop u guys n gals lik it as well la...hehe....

Busy Saturday

It is my lovely weekend again...yeah....What to say when you have two days off after 5 days of studying (although I didnt really study alot)... Olivia and Jayden beloved mummy went to Bandung for her company's trip so both of them have to overnight at my house which is kinda NOISY stuff...hahaha...Early morning of Saturday, dropped grandma at GH then me,mummy and that two monsters headed to my another grandma house...

Afternoon section was a hiking day for Acad S as our outing. Its been so long since the last time I went for hiking, I think it should be like 10years ago...hahaha....At first I wish to get myself a photo of sunset in my album but who know, the scene on the hilltop is heading to the East but not the West...WTF......my sunset GONE....

Went to kungfu nite after hiking, it was a great experience in the kungfu nite....I learn new stuff about photographing especially how to capture a moving object.....It is never easy to hold ur DSLR and move like a slider...hahaha...anyway, my SAT ended in kinda sad way which I dun reli wanna mention...tired of this kind of problem and it make me regret to stay in USM....
As usual, here are some photo for this wonderful saturday..hope u guys love it...

Thaipusam

Its thaipusam again in Penang. A festival for all Hindu where you can see a lot of local culture act. This is the first time I attend this celebration of Thaipusam, as you can see is for the purpose of photo shooting....woohoo...that what my DSLR is for...hehe...

Woke up 5am in the morning and I walk from my house to Dato kramat there during the first day of Thaipusam....Departed from home at around 5.35am and it took me 15-20mins of walking distance to dato kramat....The first thing that came into my mind when I arrive at Dato kramat was that, why is it so quiet as  I expect it to be very crowded.....Walk around searching for anyone who can tell me what time will the celebration start and fortunately 3 mans told me that Weld Quay is the place I should go now as the Lord of Murugan will start it's journey to Waterfall from there....Rush to Weld Quay by bus and luckily the parade havent start yet but Im stuck in a human traffic jam where Im surrounded by Hindu and you know what, I nearly pass out due to the smell....hahahaha....The parade started at around 7am and everyone started to throw their coconut...Besides, there are some hindus carrying some sort of decoration on their shoulder and started to dance in front of the Lord Of Murugan.......The first day of Thaipusam is significance with all those coconut throwing along the route from Weld Quay to Waterfall...Surprisingly, you can found that Hindu is not the only race who celebrated thaipusam but quite a number of chinese participate as well....They involve themselves in the coconut throwing ceremonies,offer some fruit, flower and even carrying kavadi too....Most of them come in a group of friends or even the whole family members get involve in it...Frankly speaking, kinda touch to see everyone celebrating a festival without any racist thought.

2nd day is all about kavadi where you can see alot of piercing on their body...Its kinda hurt when you see it with your own eyes in such a close distance and some of them are just a kid....Impressive...hahaha....2nd day venue is at lorong kulit and it is so damn crowded....Various kind of kavadi's design can be seen and a lot of ritual behaviour happening rite thr....the one that caught my attention was that they are pouring themselves with a kind of holy water which is yellow in colour...haha...kinda grosh honestly....

Its a very great experience and of course a great practice on my photographing....So envy to see others with a nice lens and camera on their hand but Im sure that I can have the same skill as they did...hahaha....

The Unknown hero of Thaipusam

She is so beautiful

Coconut's water on my lens

Can see the pain through his eyes